I cannot escape the feeling that I was, at best, a cancer tourist, that my survival means I dabbled.

I have an instinct for survival, for self-preservation.

I have a hot memory, but I know I've forgotten many things, too, just squashed things in favor of survival.

Basing my conclusions on experience I am absolutely convinced not only of survival but of demonstrated survival, demonstrated by occasional interaction with matter in such a way as to produce physical results.

We want to do what is good for Cardiff and for the long-term survival, and hopefully Cardiff can be around for a long time and, God willing, be around in the Premier League.